Shaenas Blog

Sunday, July 16, 2006

The way it is

I cant see myself liking you so how do u expect me to love you? It took you a week to decide you wanted to spend your life with me, a week to tell me you were in love with me... it took me a week to say we cant do this, it took me a week to say Im so sorry.

Someone loves me that much

Another broken heart
- a week? okay, are you really gonna say I dont care about these guys? Man, every single one of you girls talking crap take a second and think about it!

I want to scream out "ITS NOT MY FAULT" seriously, a week guys, yea, I liked him, but that just kills it for me, I want someone I can grow with, not someone where I have to climb up stinkin ethiopia just to meet them where their at...

man do I love the drama of the typical 19 year old...

this is rediculous.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

come and go... regret so slow

I hate it that u went away
no longer my friend
nothing left to do for you but pray
I have no idea who you are anymore
are you walking with God or did u let your feet get too sore
you used to be so cool to me
everyday you were the friend that I wanted to see
I used to want to do everything for you
I understood your sin and I wanted to be the one to encourage you
I'm not sure if your the one to blame
I know that I pushed you away but it was just so that she would be okay
now I dont know where your at or what your all about
I'm here wondering if your heads on track
I really am sorry, if I had the choice I'd take it all back.